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"Let us rid ourselves of ourselves of every burden and sin that clings to us and persevere in running the race that lies before us while keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus"- Heb 12:1-4

Sometimes I feel like exploding. Like.... right now. You know, just to let go of this anger or emotion that that want to rule over me. I am patient and remains subdued. How long should I wait??? Or keep to myself?? Me, a diplomatic and respectful citizen of this world. Mahirap, because sometimes I just brush it aside and forget all about it. The thing is when it happens, I know that this feeling is getting bigger. A monster within me.

What's wrong? I resent somethings but I am not willing to share it publicly so here it goes my expression in another language.

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whew!! that feels great!! nope, dont try to dicepher because i just randomly stroke the keys so there is no way anyone can really intrepret this. it will not make any sense. I know it's substance but if wil let me translate it, it would be impossible. Later on, I might not even remember what this is all about. :)

Basta, I feel better and I said my piece with respect. :)