Differently

It could not be a far fetched idea that all Government's project are covered with corruption. So discouraging. Imagine the taxes we pay are high enough and still these people have the balls to do make this way. Wow! Unbelievable.

I do not know what they are thinking and why they do it. I am sure not all are corrupt but it seems that majority of the leaders are. Politics here is so dirty. I am sure even in other parts of the world but Philippines can be compared to countries lower than our economic status. We are a developing country and we can not say that we are lagging so much from the developed countries. Because what they can do, we can do as well. Sigh. We vote for people hoping they can make a difference. Not for me or to the other middle class people but maybe for the underprivileged, indigent, the poor. I am a college graduate and for sure those who were able to get a college diploma would at least have a chance to do something. But the poor are getting poorer and yet our government are taking advantage of their lack of knowledge, information. Hard to believe. But it is happening. Sigh.

Let's discuss something else.

A boyfriend called it quits after four (4) years of being a couple. Reasons are vague and yet he still calls her and even say sweet nothings. If given a chance he would still see her and act as if nothing has been decided. And yet at the end of the day there is no commitment and the guy would say that he wishes that life could be like this.......

Something is definitely wrong. A guy who wouldn't want to commit is definitely someone who has not decided whether he wants to be with you forever. Yeah, he has things to do, accomplish etc., so the relationship is not on top of his agenda. Cool. But if I were you do not treat him as if he is your boyfriend already unless you also just want to play along. You can be friends or even good friends but that's about it. Never be intimate with him or hope that one day he will say in your face the words you are wanting to hear. Duh. No commitment with him? then be open with other guys. Date and get to know others instead of sulking and letting the world know how you were maltreated and unfair it is. Yes, I agree it is unfair but if you are not doing anything at all then you probably also like what is happening. C'mmon. Wake up! If he is ready then he will speak up. If he really likes you then he would know the risk of losing you to someone else if he doesnt do anything. You have the right to be happy. Your happiness shouldnt be tied to his or anyone's plans. Because you are not a plan or a goal. You are a person and you have to right to be free. If you decide to let go of him then he should without bitterness. Be free and see the world in a different perspective. You do not need anyone to make you complete. By yourself you are already complete and maybe finding another person to share this completeness is satisfying but not a requirement for your happiness. Blessed are you for being alive in this troubled world. Blessed are you to find someone who can respect your individuality.

What to do if he keeps on showing up on your door and continues to send "kakakilig' text messages?

Get REAL!!! and confront him. Ask him point blank what is he up to. What is his intention? What is he doing? If he continues to ask you about your plans for the day, who you've been with? you had lunch with? You have to right not to tell him the details especially if you are sensing any tension. Be free, I say.

Hahahahaahahahaha.... let me see.. i will read a newspaper or magazine concerning people's lives then I will answer it here in my blog. hahahahaha